There is one thing about the changing seasons that I will truly miss when I move- the symbolism of rebirth. As Spring begins to unfold I feel a renewed sense of self- as though the real me is waking up again.
It is so bizarre to me- how my mood is so contingent upon the weather. I feel more like myself, more me, more alive, when the sun is shining and I am able to function outside without protective clothing. It makes sense though, I am more able to do the things that bring me joy when the weather is favorable- like gardening and yard work, hiking with the pooch, cleaning with the windows wide open and music blaring, bike rides, long walks to nowhere... it's the simple things. Even when the sun isn't shining though, waking to the sound of songbirds in the morning, seeing the crocuses and hyacinths make their way up through the soil, the smell of fresh rain, these things bring me just as much joy as the activities that can be done in warm weather. Still, there's something about sunshine that makes me feel invigorated.
I feel as though I can take on the whole World.
So in classic literary use of Spring as metaphor for new beginnings, I will employ this usage in the context of my life.
"You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. You are the [gal] who'll decide where to go.”
As summer fast approaches my life is headed in new directions and I couldn't be more excited.
I have spent the majority of Spring usin' mah brains within the realm of academia, yet rather than being the student I have been playing the role of professor. Teaching in the women and gender studies program has been an incredible learning experience! Certainly, this topic merits a post all on its own. As spring quarter comes to a close I do feel a bit of sadness, honestly. My students have been diligent, smart and encouraging- I will miss them. But I am happy to have known them, that they were my first class, and that some will remain in contact as they continue on their own journeys and I continue on mine.
Most folks are well aware by now that I am headed to Austin, TX to pursue my PhD in geography but I'll reiterate here. I was offered a rather delicious deal by the dept. of geog at UT and after my visit to Austin in March, how could I really pass up such a great opportunity?
Evergreen, heat, and sunshine are certainly a great combination for this Chicana. Add to the mix a spectacular department of geography, closer proximity to family and a big city and this Malinche is sold. Unfortunately, I will not be teaching my first year at UT but I look forward to teaching again during subsequent years.
I make the move from Athens to Austin at the end of this month. It's time to set out on my own once again.
Listening to: Indigo Girls - Rise Up, Muse- Butterflies and Hurricanes, Ani DiFranco- Shameless
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